UHM??,,

you ever just wanted to be up under somebody 24/7 365?.but didn't want to seem too press,obsessed or clingy?.you ever just wanted to tell someone your feelings but was scared of what they might think or say?.you ever yearned for a relationship to be more but didn't pursue it because you were afraid of rejection?. you ever missed out on something GREAT because you let your fears hold you back?.you ever did the opposite of what your heart was telling you because you were afraid of the outcome?.you ever questioned your existence or self worth?.well have you??.

Rambling Thoughts,,

i don't know where these feelings came from but there FREAKING me out..i know i don't have feelings for you or want to be with you i mean that's against my religion.[lls].but i guess i just love being in your presence.I'm not sure if im lusting after you or that your companionship excites me.these mysterious thoughts of you are conflicting with my human nature,but then again i don't even think i have true feelings because i don't see myself with you,i think its that i enjoy your company...i think its more so that i enjoy spending time with you & the connection we have is on a whole another..its like no other your a personality intrigues me..but i only get these feeling's when I'm around or thinking about you...i know this feeling must stem from somewhere..a place deep down inside..a place that i am unfamiliar with...IDK what it is about you but i DON'T LIKE it!!.sometimes i get a little jealous when your attention is another people.i don't mind it..i mean i know theres gonna be others i would just like you yo pay me more attention..mann im sounding clingy and shit & that's not me...you know what imma just get straight to the point...i feel like you only fuck with me when it's convenient for YOU.but i gotta realize people are never who you want them to be,people are flawed & have a mind to do as they please.no one is perfect..but anyways i feel like a rebound..like if nothing else fails you know I'll be there.i feel kind of taken for granted..i put you before allot of people..you know what..I'm gonna make myself scarce& less available..maybe i wont feel like im feeling if i dont stay in constant communication..but when all else fails i gotta just except that the relationship i want us to have will probably never be,and I'm OK & made piece with it..whatever..later
-Marleyy

matters of the heart,,

to let true love go unspoken is the quickest way to a heavy heart..but to kno the heart of another we must first kno our own..

love is my religon,,

Love is my religon..you can take it or leave it..you dont have to believe it..i'll take you to the temple tonite..i dont condem..i dont convert..no one is going to lose their soul..all we need is love..i've made up my mind..love is my religon.♥.

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A words just a word until you mean what you say & love isn't love until you give it away.You said you love me & i kinda believed that but who really knows these days? They say its different levels of love. but i think there are no levels. Like they say its puppy love,love, and endless love. and you can be either in love or have love for..like when a girl says to a man ''i love you..but I'm not in love with you''.i don't know i never been in ''love-love'' before. i guess you can say it was puppy love i just loved the way he made me feel and all the cute little things we use to do.
they said the tongue is a powerful weapon. they say when you speak out you speak put into the world.like if you constantly say over and over that your day is going to b a bad day. you will.i heard in church that the devil can not get into your mind he prays on your words...